JustJess

surprising, right? i thought going back to school would make me eat more since i would have been- but wasn’t- nervous. it was so easy to get back into the routine of having classes, meeting with new friends and doing homework. taking a year off helped me in different ways. i got really into being healthy and exercising. which was great, but i wasn’t loosing any visible weight, which caused me to stress and eat more. now that i am at school again, i’ve found that i feel slimmer and don’t stress about what i can and can’t eat. being a culinary management student, you’re always surrounded by food. you prepare it, cook it and eat it. i tend to only have a few bites since i am not very hungry after being in the kitchen for 4or 5 hours at a time. we also eat on break but still, i don’t force myself to eat a lot. the school re did the book store and now it contains actual tea, not the crap stuff  from Tetley. actual, delicious tea. i plan on trying every single one. my favourite right now is Green Mango though. 

any who, that’s my little update for now. need to get back on here more often. slacker. 

love her. 

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a little bit more from t.o. then we just have some randoms. a ryan gosling book from the bestest friend ever, Shawna, thanks! some doggy dancing, food porn, college swag, pool night and FALL IS ON ITS WAY! 

wow. 

have not been on in, well, a very long time. 

so here is a much needed update or two…

starting with a trip to T.O 

so i started the Wild Rose Cleanse yesterday. it consists of three different pills and drops. all herbal. they smell and taste nasty. you have to take two of each pill in the morning with breakfast and with supper. i do not enjoy doing this, but since i drank on the weekend and ate everything in my site i thought it would be a good thing to do and try. 

i have never been this hungry every before. its a constant numbing in my stomach that will not go away. even if i eat a lot, its still there. 

you can eat quite a bit but nothing processed, sugary, has flour of any kind, some fruits, veggie or dairy. so that means nothing fulfilling and tasty. i really hope this feeling goes away and that i stop craving sugar. the bag of Lindor chocolates in the fridge are not helping one bit, might i add. 

me right now. going insane 

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update anyone? 

north bay shots.Twiggs green tea, yummy burger, shawna and the gang jumping in the blue water at the quarry, walking along the board walk after lunch, The Escape Movement- adore that store- only in The Bay. 

just another update. 

new threads from AE and Forever 21.  new love, TOMS. Arbonne hand lotion- amazing, all natural. another yummy lunch at Cafe Bocado with Jen. new fave show, Suits. 

lawyers are so hot. 

just an update from the lovely Instagram. new AE watch, which i adore. new shampoo and conditioner that makes your hair feel insanely light. and a yummy and healthy breakfast after some much needed yoga. 

went to Cafe Bocado again with Shawna and Abby. i swear that is my new fav place in rockland… not that i really had a fav place to begin with. in rockland, ha. 

this time i got the apple brie and ham sandwich and abby and i split the super delicious tiramisu cheesecake. to die for. it hasn’t been busy both times i’ve gone which is nice. i mean i guess the owner would like it to be but for the customers it’s nice to have it quiet. i’m sure it will pick up soon thought. 

shawna just got a mini red velvet cupcake. she said it was really good.